Whenever the subject of trust comes up, we always think of it in a sense of whether we can trust another person.
Lately, I’ve started to wonder if I can trust myself.
I’ve spent a lot of time working on Me, getting to know Me, learning what it really means to love Me.
I’ve gotten really familiar with the voice in my head. And just like me, she thinks she’s the realest, most honest person on the planet.
But sometimes she switches up on me.
Yesterday I leaned so strongly in one direction and now today, it’s another.
The voice inside my head thinks she knows what she wants one day. And the next day questions it.
She’s gotten so good at convincing me that THIS IS IT. She’s got the plan all figured out.
Even when it changes, she’s still like no for real this time...THIS IS IT.
How can I be sure?
One thing I will say is that her overall vision has never changed. It’s the ways to get there that keep changing. And change is hard for me. But I’m realizing that her plan just keeps getting better with every shift.
She is me. And I am her.
I guess for me, self-trust is knowing that even when I stray, I’ll always find my way back. And realizing that sometimes the things you find while you’re lost are actually the things that help you get back home.
xo,
Ness