I want to get back to the core of me. The bare bones. The naked me. The version of me that's unbothered by the coldness of the world. I need to focus on the parts of me that remain unchanged no matter what.

Lately, things have been changing faster than ever. And I must admit I've been blowing in the wind a little bit, swaying back and forth mindlessly. I've been following along rather than taking control. I've simply been responding to life rather than realizing that I have to shape it. I've been distracted, overwhelmed and overstimulated.

I can tell that change is going to be a theme of the next season in my life. It's going to require some flexibility, but it's also going to require me to stand strong and be unchangeable. I can't be easily angered, easily influenced or easily discouraged. I have to be level-headed and conscious of the energy I give and receive. I have to be firm in what I believe. I have to believe in my vision wholeheartedly. I have to be dedicated to execution. I have to trust myself. 

Like bones, I have to provide the structural foundation for what I want to see in my life. I'm working on it. 

-Ness