I wish I could transcribe thoughts from my brain onto a page. I haven’t been feeling like writing at all, but I know I have a lot to release. And writing has always been my way. I’ve noticed that whenever I stray from writing, I stray from myself. I start to feel lost. And I don’t realize it until I’m so far gone.
Lately I’ve been feeling myself change. For the better. But it hurts. To change my perspective on many things that were my core beliefs. To walk away from several people that were my core people.
But I don’t want to resist it. I’m learning the importance of obedience to my truest self. I’m learning to observe with clarity. I’m learning to go where the energy flows. I’m learning to respect my inner knowing. And seeing the consequences of trying to quiet her voice. I’m learning to use my empathy as my resource. To know the vibes and act accordingly.
I’m doing my part. But I’m also being guided and I can feel it. I’m birthing ideas that don’t feel like my own. I’m witnessing the universe bring people into my life to grab my hand and help guide me along the journey.
I don’t want to resist.
Because the clarity I feel now won’t let me turn back.
I can feel myself growing and becoming a new me.
While the remnants of who I thought I was slowly slip away.
I don’t want to resist.
I won’t.
I am willing to change for me.
No questions asked.
xo,
Ness